Sorry to my younger brother

苏洪钊

I now really sorry to my younger brother for what I have done in this summer vocation. I cruelly scolded him as nothing but a shit for he is addicted to net games and not absorbed in his job. The money he earns every month just makes up for his expense of playing net games. I did not know this until I came back home in this summer vocation. I was so angry that I used as bad words as I could imagined to criticize him even wanted to fight him, hoping that he could get a lesson from this. Unfortunately, he has hated me deeply until now since then.
Actually, it is not surprised at all for I indeed made a big mistake. To abuse him would of course deeply hurt his self-esteem, which is well known to everyone, but I, a college student who have studied for approximately 20 years, did not realize that at that time. How irrational I was.
The another reason why he hates is that I do not understand him at all. Have I really ask why he spends most of his time and his money on net games? Have I inquired what he really wants? Never. I just consider the matter unilaterally. I am not a good elder brother.
In fact, only in the dummy net world ,where there is no the pressure of life and work, and no prejudice, can he get pleasure and relaxation. This year, misfortunes comes to our family one after the another. My brother ,just three years younger than me, has to find a job to support the family. He works very hard from the day to the night. He has lived a very unhappy life since the diametrical change in our family. He has not accepted this fact now. He has to express himself by addicting himself in the net world every night, away from the real world. That he do so is just because of lacking love. Since the misfortunes in our family, he has been more introverted. He should have got more love at this time. As the elder brother, I should have understood this. But I don not give my love to him and make him a happy life but scold him. . It is all my fault. I don not do as a elder should do.
I am a failing elder brother. Sorry, my brother, really！

Cinderella

This year, misfortunes comes to our family one after the another_________one after another

He works very hard from the day to the night._______He works very hard from day to night.

That he do so is just because of lacking love________He did this out of lack of love.

I'm really happy that you realize your resposibility for your younger brother and your parents. Love him, then, give him tender words and phone calls when you have time. Do believe that your love is an unalienable part of his growing up.